(Go) Fourth

I have been (I think, successfully) attempting to be more social and outgoing as of late. The hopeful end result, of course, being fulfillment in myself and those I surround myself with. I am, generally speaking, a fun person to be around, I just need to believe that and not let tiny things get in my way. I have been saying and feeling as though I am just endlessly detached from feeling things which isn't necessarily true. I miss both my friends and family back East, and I, naturally, long for someone to share things with. The eclipse yesterday was a great reminder of that. As great as it was to view it alone, not having someone to share events/life with is a bit of a reality check. I am attempting to tow the line of being comfortable alone, but not so comfortable that I don't make attempts to reach out and be available to people who make themselves available to me.