Second

Coming to an understanding within myself that I need to focus on fixing certain things within my own life and prioritizing those things over finding constant distractions to keep from facing them.
And now becoming so concerned with getting my thoughts out clearly that it is causing me to stall and procrastinate from getting shit done. This isn't over and I will come back to these thoughts quite often, I assume.

First

This is the first post. I didn't know if I should masturbate before going on a first date, and broached the subject for the first time with some friends I'd made in my first year of college. They said definitely. So, here I am, slightly more relaxed, slightly sleepier, and slightly distracted from writing this post.