2 months since I last wrote anything at all?
The weather flipped and so did my mood.
Everything feels upside down and I've returned to old habits.
Work has been busy. This is fine.
No real life at all outside of work right now.
Unsure if I'm doing this intentionally or not.
I'm sure it is a combination of many factors.
Began to have conflicting feelings within myself about my romantic dealings.
The days are shorter and colder.
When I do get home, I don't want to leave again.
Work being busy, while fine, is fucking exhausting.
I am going back home to MD for the New Year.
I don't have any expectations or plans really, maybe I should make some.
It will give my trip some intention.
Money has been stressing me out as of late.
I have a plan through December that I hope will get me in a decent position to be able to really do something about it.
This plan involves only 3 days off between now and Christmas.
Oof.
Nostalgia scrolling through Facebook is fucked up.
